Sunday, April 20, 2008

Not much to say

I have not really had much to offer, so I haven't posted in some time. I still don't really have much. I started blogging when I lost my job, and now that I'm employed again, it is hard for me to take the time to write anything. That doesn't mean I don't still read many, many blogs. It just means I'm too lazy to write.

My GF just left to sleep overnight at the hospital. She is being tested for sleep apnea, which I'm convinced she has. I miss her. We work different shift, so I'm used to not seeing her during the week. But tonight is Sunday, and I'm used to having her in the house on Sunday! Funny how we get into routines without noticing, until the routine is changed.

I have started weight watchers (again). I feel so fat and uncomfortable, it's making me unhappy. So far I have lost 12 lbs. It is a start, but I am really struggling. I gained weight when I wasn't working - emotional eater? - and I stopped exercising too. It is a real struggle for me to get started again. Everyday I have to fight the urge to overeat, and God knows I am always in an internal fight to do any kind of exercise. And the really odd thing about exercising, is I like it when I'm doing it. Go figure.

That's all for now. Maybe now that I have started again, I'll blog more often. I'm not sure though. We'll see.

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